Today is almost a week for Jiah’s suicide. It was 3rd
of June I realize that she has hanged herself in her Sagar Sangeet apartment at
Juhu. It was shock not only for me but for most eminent personalities from film
industry. I decided to wait and to know all about this. It was really shocking
she was not involved in anything annoying, how all of sudden she decided to
take this extreme step!?
The transcript of her suicide note was posted on
Time of India website, and I guess every one of us might have at least once
scanned it under one’s eyes. I could don’t believe myself, that she was
involved to this extend. She was born on
20th Feb 1988, few months older to me, in a well groomed family at
New York. She have also performed excellently well in her filming studies, she have
received 5 times A grading in Film studies and literature, London. She had got to
meet several people of different kinds, she was very mature and confident
person. When she the role opposite to Amitabh Bachchan in Nisabd in 2007 she
had a zeal to act in such a controversial movie, and specially she was taken
back from Tumsa Nahin Dekha for the mature role to play. I adore such a daring
one can posses and that too in her debut film. The girl must be a real passionate
about such things.
No doubt she follows the footsteps of Angelina Jolie
since she has changed her name from Nafisa to Jiah after the release of Gia in 1998.
But her role model was her mother who hails from Lucknow and was also a Hindi movies actress. She has
also single handed supported her. Jiah was inspired by movie Rangeela and she
was very small at that time. But how fortunate she was, as she got to act
opposite to Amir Khan in Ghajini. She had a real talent embed in her. She was
very mature for her age group. But how could she take such an extreme step to
end up her life?
Her note reveals that she was in relationship with Suraj
Pancholi. Love is divine as I always say. It has miraculous effect on everyone.
But it also has cons. Being in a relationship, nowadays, no one can be
excluded. People are now mature and have an authority to select one’s partner. Rather I would say, if one want to know about
oneself (most of us will think we know already, but ask to describe in 10 lines
it will take a nerve out of us) the best think is to get in a fair
relationship. It altogether a different experience. But a warning don’t be
blind or an idiot. You have a capability to think for yourself. Jiah was right
to be in the relationship. She was mature enough and was aware of everything. There
was a great mishap in her relationship. We become frustrated when the things
expected are not returned in the same magnitude. This happened with poor Jiah,
she had expected a justified treatment and she could not fetch it. The note
also reveals that she had given everything for a relation what a girl of her
age could not do that simply. But she had nothing in her hand after that. She
had put up her 10 years of her carrier to risk didn’t bother for it even for a
moment. Truly selfless.
Dear Jiah, we would be always be missing your
absence in film industry. You were a bold character in everyone’s heart. If you
could have just shared your feeling with your mother or sister or any of your
close friends, I am sure you could have not taken this decision. You were so
smart anybody could have been fallen for you. You still had not seen the beauty
of this world. Suicide was never an option for you.
We love you. And we all morn for you. May your soul find peace in heaven.
Amen.
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